July 2010
20 posts
enough.
sometimes i wonder why God created me. i am so weird. misunderstood. unimportant. and the things i do dont matter to anyone around me. other times i think about how i know it all. i feel good where i am… comfortable. i cant find the balance between these two. how can my circumstance change like this? isnt it one or the other? do people really change daily? am i the consistent one… or...
something, somewhere, anything, anywhere.
s this too much?
where do i draw the line
too many faces
one to many pairs of eyes
and ill shake every hand
ill sing to every ear
ill do everything i can
but i still need to feel you near
i need to feel some something
somewhere, anywhere,
i need to feel anything
somewhere, anywhere
but there is nothing left to give
i feel like im competing with the life you live
and i get swallowed...
i wish.
so many different feelings and emotions
its hard to bottle it up.
let me just say… i dont think too much
maybe you dont think enough?…
there is no way i could explain to you.
because i feel so far away from you
would you even give me a chance to explain myself?
or will i always look back and see us as the way things were…
but she read my blog. she knows what my facebook...
Alright.
i see a face in the dark as i turn off the light
and it all seems so hard, im a losing fight
im walking im trying but its never enough
im running now im bleeding to be the person you want
something, somewhere, anything, anywhere.
but im here, im where you are
all of my fear, you tear it apart
i wasted time ive wasted heart
on dwelling on the scars
but im made new in you
and its alright...
“the person you’re supposed to be with forever sees the things that make you valuable that other people think are worthless. you’re a treasure to them, where in others eyes… you are nothing.”
love letter.
the distance is nothing to me, because i know that wherever i am… your lovecontinues. even if we were separated by death, my love is greater. i know there is something more. and i could never have imagined loving someone so much. it is endless, and incomprehensible. Yet… i understand. there is something missing in your absence. a void… and your warmth is the only consolation....
Have Faith In me.
We’re driving in the van. Everyone has their own thing going. Taylor and Katie are in the front listening to civil wars. hayden is by me checking facebook on his touch. tyler is laying down on his smartphone next to tommy… candy and michael in the back. Last night we stayed in a hotel and we got to sit by the pool. we were near st. louis and the guys went for a bro night out on the...
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“Have Faith In Me”
I said I’d never let you go, and I never did
I said I’d never let you fall and I always meant it
If you didn’t have this chance then I never did
You’ll always find me right there, again.
Deuteronomy 31:6
“The most beautiful experience we can have is the mysterious. It is the...”
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“A man of many companions may come to ruin,
but there is a friend who sticks...”
– Proverbs 18:24
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Smile.
i love my best friend more than anything. she has been there for me through so much. through my first real heartbreak. through falling out with my family. through the distance. through the tears. we’ve become the kind of friends i dreamt of having. and sometimes… i open my inbox when im down to read a message reading something like so…
“
I know you miss me. I know you...
do you dare?
i dont understand why there is silence
when there is so much to be said
…so much we need to say
why cant i move?
i am perilized
i am afraid.
flies land on the wood chair
one lands on my skin
the itch is unbearable but i refuse to swat it away
so is the longing in my heart
why still will no one speak their mind when it matters the most?
the platform is yours.
do you dare to...
“The LORD will fight for you; you need only to be still.”
– Exodus 14:14
